Tuesday, September 13, 2011

drama, drama, drama

So uh... something happened this week that I am not all that sure what to think about. I let a boy kiss me. Then I let him kiss me again and again. It's completely non-commital, which I usually hate, but maybe it's good. Is it good? Or am I a complete slutt? Or am I just using him as a Rebound? And to top it all off, I feel like I'm cheating on Weston even though we broke our engagement 4 months ago. Gosh you wouldn't think kissing would be so dramatic.

6 comments:

  1. SprattSeptember 13, 2011 at 9:16 AM

    Since when do you hate non-commital makeouts?
    ;)

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  2. Erica & BenjaminSeptember 13, 2011 at 4:30 PM

    Robby!!!!!

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  3. BreelynSeptember 13, 2011 at 8:04 PM

    Go for it! A little bit of NCMO is great for the self-esteem. That's the whole point of a rebound. Something to cheer you up and help you get back in the game! Do. Not. Feel. Guilty.

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  4. Ashley LangstonSeptember 13, 2011 at 9:31 PM

    Freak....I need a NCMO. Heck, I need a MO! ;) You are just fine darlin.

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  5. DavidSeptember 14, 2011 at 6:05 AM

    There's two things I'd worry about:

    Did you make a promise to anyone not to do something like this? I imagine you didn't, so that's not a problem.

    The other thing is that it can be very hard for a "non-committal make out" to truly be non-committal, especially in a culture where a "kiss" is supposed to represent "love". Actually, does our culture still think that way? Whatever. Anyway, I'm worried that, in your mind, you're thinking it feels good to smooch and you won't have to feel that feeling of breaking up when it eventually ends.

    So, I don't know how you actually feel emotionally about the situation, but I worry. :(

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  6. AnonymousSeptember 14, 2011 at 9:08 PM

    First. Our affections for people of the opposite sex are good and meant to be strong. Second. From a spiritual standpoint, you play with people's emotions on a very deep, sacred, spiritual level when you NCMO that have long-term consequences we can't even begin to predict. However, there is obviously something there if you are attracted to this individual and he to you, so if you start dating, great! If it's just NCMO, I'd say end it sooner rather than later.

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